I'v had a stressful week this week. I started a new class that was only four days long and in these four days I had to create a business plan, create a new reume, create, finish and turn in a brochure which I am happy to say that I am very proud of. And on top of that I had to study eight muscles and learn and memorize 20 different land marks. Today is the last day of class at least this one and I am happy to also say that I am DONE! Now getting ready for the next one might be a little challenging. But I know I can do it. To be honest I have no idea how I'm doing anything these days. I work all day and go school all night. Leaving the house at 7 in the morning and not coming home till about 10 in the evening. But I'm doing it. I continue to tell myself that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I am almost out of the tunnel. It makes me sad sometimes that I don't have anytime for my family which if you didn't know is my everything. Just thinking about them makes me go through everyday. I miss them. I know I see them every weekend but I still miss them. What also gets me through school is my brothers honestly. I do this for them and for me too but mainly for them. Sometimes it scares me when I think that my brothers might never need me anymore. And I know that everyone might have had that feeling before of not feeling wanted. Yes it sucks! But I know that they'll always be there for me. I have a great family and awesome friends. Tafi if your reading this I miss you Well I got to go back to class cause the computer lab at school is the only time that I am able to blog. I just want to end by saying I love you all.